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[05 Sep 2005|11:48am] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | poison the well ] ya well i only get on this thing to complain so if your reading this here it comes,ya so everything is great right now except for with tiffany, friday night i went to the lockin and saw mortal treason they were amazing and alot of my friends were there, and i met tons of new people it was the best time ive had riding my bike in a long time, then i stayed the night and masons and just screwed around and did nothing but it was still fun b/c those kids rule, and in the morning i just fucked around and swam and ate all of masons food.it was a good night and morning,but of course there has to be a catch. when i got home i found out tiffany went to some party and got drunk, ouch that sucks b/c i have no idea what she was doing all night and that is never good, idk what to do im really not sure what i want to do with me and tiffany i know i love her but she doesnt seem to care about me or respect my feelings, so idk whats the point in trying if the other person doesnt even care and is just gonna hurt you all the time by being thoughtless and not thinking about how their actions are gonna effect you, idk what to do im soo confused and i dont know anything right now im just kinda lost....... checked me out

[17 Jul 2005|08:54am] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | rise against ] wow i almost forgot i had a livejournal, its been a while scince i have written in this thing but im writing in it now.umm ya tiffany broke up with me and i am really really sad, i dont know she says she still loves me but she doesnt know if she wants to be with me, ouch!.but ya tommorow she is going to make up her mind about weather or not she still wants to have a relationship or not.idk everything is such a mess right now ive been so depressed that i lost like 10 lbs b/c i have pretty much totally lost my apetit, which sucks.but ya im just waiting for everything to hapen so i can figure out what im doing with my slef.idk if you really know me and tiffany and you have a comment or opinion and you are reading my complaining on this livejournal please let me know what you think. 2♥checked me out

[24 May 2005|10:16am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | hawthorne heights ] ya last weekend was peirfest it was ok, alot of friends there pretty cool i got first in my contest which is better than i thought i was gonna get but ya, after that was the last full week of school which is good cause that shit is almost over, umm then yesterday hurt my leg at the skatepark thought it might be broke and i wouldnt get to go on my summer trip to woodward but turns out the doctor said ill be fine in about a week, but for now im on crutches which is shitty but ya know i always try to find the good in a situation and the good is i cant be an asshole to tiffany by leaving to go ride with my friends so thats good,and ya know im havin fun messin around on them tight ass crutches. but ya everything is good and i think its just gonna get better as summer goes on so ya. ok bye. 1♥checked me out

[13 May 2005|08:24pm] [ mood | fuckin happy duh nigga ] [ music | hawthorne heights ] Fuck ya! everything is soo fucked up right now but ya know what i aint gonna be a pussy and complain about it and be all sad and lame, im just gonna chill and be happy no matter whats goin on , peirfest tommorrow gonna be fun as shit, fuckin alot of kool people there so ya my weekend should kick ass, o ya im proly goin to the movies sunday so ya if you wanna hang out give me a call cause me and joey and some other poele are gonna go and be stupid and proly go to walmart and ya know its gonna be fun as hell , umm ok ya thats about it. 1♥checked me out

[16 Apr 2005|11:32am] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | taking back sunday ] ya umm havent updated in forever but ya umm soo much shit has happened that i dont even feel like writing about and ya everything is pretty shitty right now and im just siting here bored and alone and idk whats going on with tiffany i think she might be mad or she or doesnt even really give a fuck about me and what im doin anymore, ya um i think im in a pretty lowly state umm tommorow is chris hunts birthday should be fun but w/e well just have to wait and see. ok bye 1♥checked me out

[02 Apr 2005|11:14pm] [ mood | okay ] ya havent wrote in here for a while, yesterday I went to busch gardens with tiffany and alyssa it was fun,haha tiffanys mom played the best aprils fools joke on her haha, but ya um today was kinda sucky b/c i didnt get to see tiffany :( but ya i just sat around for a while then went to stupid work then came home and ate then went and rode my bike and all that good stuff, then went to chris kennedys and played ping pong and thats about it. ok bye. haha i just noticed my sweet ferret icon doesnt really ever change his facial expression. 1♥checked me out

[27 Mar 2005|11:52pm] [ mood | satisfied ] ya today was a really good day, i woke up went and picked up tiffany and went to church really early then we went back to her house and her mom gave me an easter basket it was pretty sweet, then we went to the 688 skatepark bmx contest and i rode in the 16 and over class which is just under pro and i won 1st place i was pretty happy about that becuase i thought i wasnt gonna do that well then i came home and slept cause i was tired as hell and then me and tiffany went and had some fun!! and now im sitting here writing in this journal that only like 1 person is gonna read. ok bye. 2♥checked me out

[15 Mar 2005|03:23pm] [ mood | crappy ] ya theres a bunch of stupid shit happening. i havent wrote in this thing in a while and i dont know why i am its kind of pointless, but anyways i am really bored, school is a drag, parents are being lame, im grounded, and i think tiffany is mad at me, so yea things arent going too well.um ok thats about it bye. 1♥checked me out

FUCK [07 Mar 2005|08:12pm] [ mood | furious ] [ music | none ] today sucked serious ass, i went to school it was the most boring day ever , i have the stupidest teachers on the planet. then i came home and my dad took the car to go to some meeting and he said i could take it when he got back, so i made plans with tiffany and when he got home he said i couldnt go anywhere, i felt soo bad b/c i pretty much stood tiffany up and just sat around my house, GOD my dad is so fuckin dumb sometimes. agggghhhh i cant wait to get out of this fucking house. 1♥checked me out

[06 Mar 2005|09:22pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | senses fail ] hahaha today was fun even though i didnt get to see tiffany :( i went to my boy chris kennedys house then we went and rode at this steven kids house, it was pretty fun but it was to frickin hot so me chris hunt, chris kennedy, joey, steven , and bobby went swimming at the yacth club it was pretty fun, then afterwards we went to chris kennedys and i took a shower with my shorts still on b/c i had nothing under them and everyone was ignoring me when i asked for a towel so i took off my shorts and found this little red hand towel and used it to cover myself and started walking around chris kennedys house basicly naked looking for a towel, hahaha it was sooo funny everyone was laughing at me till finally someone got me towel and i got dressed, then we went back to stevens and started to build a box jump and steven proceeded to fuck everything up like always, gosh his ramps are soooo ghetto. good times. 3♥checked me out

[05 Mar 2005|06:22pm] [ mood | tired ] ya last night i went to the lock in at the skatepark and rode my little kids bike from 9 at night till 7 in the morning it was fun but im tired as hell now, but today has been really fun so far i woke up went and got tiffany<33 its been really fun we ate sweethearts and saved the bad tasting ones ( especially purple, they taste like poopie, haha) to throw at cars,it was really fun you should try it sometime,anyways i dont know what im doing the rest of today i might go to a show to night i might not well see what happens. haha i dont know why im writing in this stupid thing its not like anyone cares or is gonna really read it. ok bye 4♥checked me out

ya [03 Mar 2005|03:54pm] [ mood | whatever that means ] [ music | movie ] ya i just started this livejournal thing b/c im sitting here at tiffanys house and i had nothing else to do soo ya now im writing in it b/c i guess thats what you do in these thingys.Check out the sweet ferret icons they are sweet as hell. ya thats all 11♥checked me out

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